[You know, there's a part of Fugo that probably should've expected a text like this at some point. He doesn't necessarily know what was up with Ash during the mission, even if he has a very strong suspicion...
He didn't necessarily promise to keep the whole possession thing quiet.
... But Ash had asked him to not tell people. And the idea of going back on his word, even if he hadn't necessarily promised... the idea just makes his skin crawl.
... He only has a suspicion. He doesn't need to tell Eunie that.]
I'm not sure, no.
[Lying feels bad, but the idea of telling Eunie after he'd told Ash he wouldn't tell anyone feels worse.]
He's been a bit more volatile lately, but I don't know why.
he's not told you anything? there's gotta be something going on with him or on his mind or something. i knew he wasn't gonna tell me but it's not like i was gonna keep ignoring it.
[She didn't have the time to keep ignoring it.
Why did she think that? She didn't know. She didn't fucking know but she did not have anymore time and she did not want to spend it in the dark.]
ugh that's bullshit and he knows it it's gonna be too damn late for me to help him if he doesn't cut the crap
[The more likely a guy is to tell someone who cares to piss off the more likely they fucking need the talk.
Why was it now that she was finally reminded what Lanz's face looked like after years. Seeing how much he hurt when they found our Joran was not just alive but against them.
She realized what she said.]
do me a favor and forget that last bit [She knew he wouldn't she just knew it was stupid. The dread was just loud.]
[Maybe not a hug, but the touch was definitely needed. For a moment Fugo may have been able to tell she was shaking. It was subtle but no less there. The contact helped to steady her. And remind her how to breathe.]
... Thanks. [She managed a weak but genuine smile.]
[For as much as she was realizing how bad the Order was, she was glad to be on a team that was reliable and made up of good folks like Fugo. Mostly.
She sighed.]
I'll be fine. I think. [A hand went over her chest where a certain mark laid. She'd be more willing to explain if she knew why the hell she felt this way in the first place.
She'll just... get over it right? It's nothing, right? Yeah, it would be nice if she believed it.] I'm more worried about Ash right now.
some point after talking to zhongli and josuke, text
[Ash is...extremely exhausted but comfortably settled in Elliot and Rean's living room with his dogs, watching something on TV while he waits for Pat to show up.]
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